I've faced the hardest times you can imagine
and many times my eyes
have fought back the tears,
because in this world
all I seem to have are fears.
I fear of being alone
without someone to love,
I fear of dying is all.
Don't you think that's enough?
To me sleep is my freedom
because when I wake all I feel is pain.
I feel I'm left alone,
and it seems I'm paying for a sin
I didn't commit and don't owe.
I don't have many friends
or people who care about me,
so I know I've faced the hardest times
and you can imagine how much I've cried.
I've thought so many times
of ending all the pain,
the only solution I could find
was to take my life away.
But my faith and soul
are stronger than my mind.
And in my heart, I still had hope
that helped me understand,
it helped me get through this rough road
that I've had so far.
Now you know I've faced the hardest times
and I hope now you've all opened your eyes.
And that you realize when I cry
I at least have reasons why.
