I never thought it would hurt this much
to know that I can never talk to you again,
my heart aches I miss you so much.
I miss the sound of your voice on the phone
the way you would say that I'm yours.
The nights we fell asleep on the phone
and waking listening to each other breathe.
I felt a beautiful bond between me and you
and I thought you felt it too,
but I guess I was wrong
I shouldn't have fallen in love.
At night I can't sleep
all I have in my mind is you,
I remember when we talked for hours
on the phone
how you would make me laugh.
Then I start to think
I wonder what you're doing
but I know it all too well
you're in her arms right now,
while I sit here and cry
with you in my mind tonight.
How I wish
I was closer to you,
maybe it would be different
maybe I'd be with you now.
Instead I'm here crying
wishing you could love me,
the way I love you.
I just want to ask you one thing;
"If I was there right now
would you leave her for me?"
