I was searching in my head to see what it was all about.
you see i hate lies and now i learned it really aint nice to lie to someone even as a joke.
now i know what it feels like and i wanna choke.
The man is just a playa and everything i dreamed of is now down the drain and i see those kids and wish oh god if she asked him the question he can't answer it aint even worth it anyway.
I feel my life slipping through my fingers now my link is gone i am stuck with one not helpful.
Feeling of sharks going through me and biting my veins.
I wanna go through better than this and people think it;s easy and i just can't take it no more.
Is this happening to you so you really do not know what it's like.
Tell the ones i do not want to know the lectures, preach and grief.
NOW THEY SAY BAD ABOUT ME WHEN I AM BETTER THAN ANYTHING AND I AM SICK TO HELL I NEED A BREAK AND NOT NOW FOREVER I DO NOT NEED THIS IN MY LIFE.
DON'T TELL ME HE AINT WORTH ME DO YOU THINK I AM REALLY WORTH HIM...
(CRYING LIKE MAD) DO NOT LET ME DO THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!