Climb the highest mountain, punch the face of god

Ineffectual

For awhile, I would pray to god
“Give me one more year
To show them I'm something special.”
I never got the time,
Or perhaps I already used up my days,
Crying in private,
Spirit guiding,
And hurting from somewhere within.
Useless.

I wish I knew how to tell
Mom
That I will make her proud.

I wish I knew how to tell
Dad
That I will make him proud.

I never got enough time
To tell them I cared.
I never knew how.
They just think
I've lost my mind.
But
I've lost all kinds of things.

September 20, 2004


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