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GET OUT!!!It's all what you want i am so bored it's unbelievable. The lies before hand and i can't believe i was so blind to fall into your lures like every other and now so sad i know the truth bout me old crew. I need someone to be part of my life and not be so ignorant. You never ever come and sit and talk to me. it's watch and can't be finished and up we go down with the pain. Never one time having a conversation i can normally have we normal people and i just... I've had enough. Thinking about all the promises that you'd made and claimed and promised i was going to be the happiest girl forever and ever. The way you went out about only death do us part. To look after me, physically, emotionally and financially. I never thought that anyone could make me feel this way. sad, depressed and thinking about suicide oh how against religion... You make me feel so depressed and so sick and hurt inside my soul and bruise my heart like prickling nettles. I just want you to GET OUT!!!! Leave, just leave i don't wanna please now just get out, nobody ever does care. Leave you can't for fill this role and you do not care. You ain't any good you aren't even fair. No do not need this now. I feel so bad your over the moon because i am such a nice girl how come i never complained everyday to my mama like you did. It was my mama and she lectures me for some crime i never commit, the pain can never end i get it from you then her and the rest of my flesh that's still there's too. NOW I KNOW WHY... You didn't want me to be tired for the sake of your treats you want every five minutes, but if you really didn't want me to be unhappy then why complain and not do something from your heart like other people do. I gave you enough and did you too much, gave you so many chances you ain't the caring type and you shout and yell when i am ill because you think i am putting it all on to avoid it and i hate your guts for all you have said i wanna just do something to you. So much i couldn't take no more i was crying like hell like a baby screaming after having not been heard for a night all dehydrated.. I hated the tears i put off and i hate the la,la,la,la and the thing all the time and the silent whispers of the walls laughing at me. They know i ain't happy so i sat near his choking snake arms so tight i begged for mercy from god every day. The kisses so hard i prayed my jaw wouldn't brake i prayed my tongue would rip or my teeth chipped or my lips bled i prayed hard to be safe. It's too late now i hate this and it's TOO LATE. I can't wait for you to be out of my life. Out that door and to say GOODBYE... You were just a waste of time. I do not want you to be confused or try to make up any excuses it's me who couldn't first see the truth, of how someone can be so selfish take all and give not even a little back well maybe tiny pieces that ain't enough. Without feeling and just a fake smile it's so easy to act when you got to play a role that looks realistic. I tried for the sake of god to make it work, but i think you are better off without staying here... agony and you keep breaking my poor heart can't take no more of this anymore no, no! Nobody can make me stay oh no i am suiciding my thoughts of depression i try to hide it because none wants to talk about it anymore. People who care get terrified and their hearts rip open to think of my in danger and because they can't risk to lose such a person like me. Nobody will listen to me NOW JUST GET OUT!!! I gave up alot for you and lost so much more...! I gave it up for something that was going to go off and be thrown away. I thought you loved me so i tried to love you back and period of time and the words had to stop a while back they came back for the ask... then they stop again and tell me WHY WHY WHY!!!!! Please just get out right now. I want you to be gone. All the lies i can live with you no more you're just a liar a player. Go round their it's another story. Fake the everything, but you can never lie to yourself, i may have been a fool. Now i am better off i had time on my own and i just feel sick thinking you're gonna come back GET OUT!!! And you can't lie to me i know I've had my fair share of patches and need no more NOW GET OUT!!! GET OUT RIGHT NOW OUT OF MY LIFE!!! JUST GET OUT!!! "GET OUT." Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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