Every time i try to convince myself i am not losing you...
It seems so hard that i cry red blood tears...
Bloody red all night my painful puffy eyes can take nomore...
It kills me that i try to get up and i can not...
I try to fly my wings melt in my illusions i feel so stupid...
I wonder if you feel the same... i try to breathe... my friends sit and smoke and i have to leave and empty the ashtray every five minutes god help me...
