Its early morning, Linda is Drunk
"I need love" she says
"Fu@*ed up things happen in small places
and I'm not prejudice like boy meets boy
I think when you fall in love you should feel love back
Thats what I'm waiting for"
Dazes off then says
" I don't want to be in this town forever
end up jailed or dead"
after a pause says
"payroll's been up"
Waving her hands laughing says
"I wanna be a stand up comedian
or teacher
or stewardess
"I'm here, I'm ready
I wanna go go go
She gets carried away
she says she's there, she's going, she's trying
Leans in and whispers
"I can get into drugs but I don't wanna be like THAT"
After saying her mom shoots methadone
Then says sex is interesting on drugs
"It gave fingertips fuzzy, lips fuzzy
High off the second buzz"
She hits her cigarette, tilts her head
"I'm wearing red, it captures
Black is plain, red's bold
Like when you think of love and hatred
You can combine anything and find it
All in red, the constance"
She says she has natural black roots
and blond hair and boasts
"Fu@k em if they don't believe me"
She says she
"hates this wall
contrast and all that
my biggest dream
to live a new life
be a new person
someplace I like"
Sandy's her best friend
In third person says
"Linda is going to graduate this year"
then get out of here"
"seven drunks and gross s*@t
you get over it"
"I wish I was 18, damn"
and I'm glad she's not
Smothering
Cold
Ash to the Wind
"The only thing I have not accomplished yet,
being beautiful"