I can't understand myself sometimes
I don't want to be alone,
but I don't want anyone getting too close to me
It makes me feel uncomfortable.
I can't love again
not the way I use to
that's why I push these guys away
I don't know what else to do.
I'm scared to fall in love again
I'm afraid of getting hurt.
Love to me is not a game
If you get too close you might get burnt.
I've tried so hard to help my heart to mend
but if I can't forget or let go of the past,
there's no way I can move beyond just being a friend
there's no way any relationship with me would last.
I guess I just need some time to think
If this certain guy deserves a chance or if I want to be alone.
Maybe he can help me heal and make me come back to reality?
My heart is cold and can't love, god please break away this stone.