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My Chat With God!!! Not Any More!!!!Well, were do I start to tell it from? Ok, it's this health krock of krap of mine! It wouldn't really matter were I begin! Cos it's gona take up too much time! So I may as well just list it! And let you see for yourself, That no matter what fate befalls us, Bottom line is; it's all about health! Let me see now, let's start off; Diabetes, yes, that's the one! Destroyed my body, it sure the hell has! Its wreaked havoc wherever it's gone! I have bleeding behind the eyes; That's retinopathy you know! Makes your vision blurred, then blind! Well, I'm told that's the way it will go! Nerve damage, yep, that's another! Neuropathy, yep, and lots of it too! Dead legs and feet and everything! Oh blimey, what can one do! Next its gota be the bladder! It's as knackered as can be, you see! Cos the nerves to them are dead too! So it's near a loo I always have to be! So I'm gona have a wee bag! Oh blimey, aint that fun!!!!! Gutted I am, I'm truly gutted! Cos of what this diabetes krap has done! Sclerosis of the liver's next, That's a mess too, oh glory be! It dies off all the time, it does! Cos I'm diabetic, you see! Renal failure, that's another mess! The kidneys are knackered too! Dialysis and a transplant… That's the next thing for them to do! Epilepsy, yep, cos of the tumours, Both of them on the brain! Removed of course but they left a hole, Nowt covering the brain, what a shame! Angina's next, can't leave that off! Cos that's up the wall as well! Gives me pain in me chest you know! And causes me such hell! Thyroid disease, oh yes, that too! That went to pot a long time ago! I went as fat as an elephant! But hey, I got that weight to go!!! Osteoporosis, brittle, crumbling bones, Believe it, cos yep, that's right! The spine's a mess, and yep, you'd guess! Cos me wheelchair's always in sight! Arthritis, that's another bummer! Its knackered all of me body, I have to admit it, cos I tell it true, It's looking a little shoddy! Auto immune deficiency too! Well, what do you expect, and is this all true? Sad to say, I'm afraid it is; Oh what my body's going through! I could go on, but you know what? You wouldn't believe what I say! I mean, how much can one body take? Well, that's why I take life by the day! So yes I have all this and more! But I am telling it true… I'm floundering today, I really am, Because of what I've had to go through! But, now I am having a really hard time, After the devastating news this week, I have cried an ocean over and again, But no solace can I seek! I would have asked God for help you know! But for once in my entire life! I think I've lost all hope in Him! Because he wont help me with all this strife! I have fought the fight for many years, And have always prevailed with every trial, But now, this week, I don't think I can cope, I think I'm losing that one last mile! As for God! Who cares any more! Cos He's sure the hell cut me loose! So why should I pray to Him every day, What the hell's the use! Cos it's obvious that He aint listening, To my pleas for help, for support, For no matter what I ask of Him lately, No help at all can be sought! So I decided today to forget it all! And do what I do, and do to my best, That's fight the fight, depend on only me! Cos I reckon it's just another test! But…I can't do this any more, I can't and it's making me sad… That I have had all this krap all of my life! This life's been nothing but bad, bad, bad!!! Were do I go from here then? Tell me, cos I aint got a clue! All I know for certain is… Everything you have just read; is true! Why Am I Still Here? …Who Knows, Who Cares… Sure The Hell Not God!!!! Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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