You left me to join the Navy and oh darlin' don't you know I cried and cried. It devastated me to see you go and to know that you may never return. It shattered my dreams and I just thought I would never dream of you again but I have. A part of me died when you left.
I lay my life into your gentle hands and I hope you use it wisely and safely. Protect it like it was your own. Guide it with everything you own. Feel it with the love it needs and hold it with the passion you have. Don't let it go and don't lose it.
Let it know that you'll always be there for it when it needs you the most and oh yes let it know that you won't abuse it or harm it in anyway and that when my life says "no" that you will respect that and not turn the answer into "yes". You can't have your way with it.
It's such a precious life and a vulnerable and fragile one too. The pieces of this puzzle still are trying to be found. This life it loves you without a doubt and it cares for you in so many ways but it seems all you do is laugh and turn away.
Yes, if you haven't figured it out by now, I'm talkin' about me. I'm talkin' about the desperate girl, the desperate life that you hold on too. I need you to know that "I love you" and know that it isn't some kind of a joke. I need you to know that my life is hard but soon will be better.
Oh my William, sir William, I need you to look into my brown eyes and see what you've been missing. I need you to see the woman in me as I try to find the man in you. I need you to see that my words aren't playing games and neither is my heart.
My feelings and my emotions of how I feel for you are TRUE even if you think they're not. LOVE don't LIE for their's no need for it too. What is a relationship or a friendship if LOVE lies? Nothing. I'm telling you the way I feel because this is what my heart feels.
My heart feels lost and some days it's hurt or broken into. When I found God on March 22, 2003 I got saved. I found my salvation and I found my hope and faith and I found love. I found you and the love in you but have you found the love in me and have you found me?
I don't have time for silly games when it comes to love. I do my best to be as serious as I can be when I write you the things I write but often I do feel rejected and alone. It's ok. More fish in the sea but that's not how I want it to be. Listen to just me.
Feel the love that's in my heartfelt words and feel the emotion behind the words. See the picture when you read each word and listen to the person that wrote the words. William, I told you once and I'll tell you again... this is what my heart feels.
Oh yes, my William, sir William, I won't deny it and I won't give you up nor will I let you down, oh yessireee Mr. Jack, I'll tell you a million times that this is what my heart feels.