I miss you so much
Where did you go
You used to tell me everything
We used to be so close
You used to talk to me all the time
Now you don't say a word
Now that you no longer talk to me
It really makes me hurt
When I was hurting
You would be there to comfort my pain
Although you are younger
You really knew how to explain
I remember when we were younger
You'd want to be like me
Sometimes I got tired of it
And I became really mean
But I felt special
When you would want to be there
I actually enjoyed your company
It assured me that you cared
As I got older
I saw that I inspired you
So I did the best I could
To do the best I could do
You always came to me
When you were hurting deep inside
I would be there for you
I would wipe your tears when you'd cry
I remember our talks about boys
When you had your first big crush
When you had just hung up the phone
And said " Oh I miss him so much "
Those days when you'd come home from school
And say " I think I'm going to fight "
When I'd have to calm you down
And talk to you about what's right
I remember as I got older
And you got older too
When I'd ask you to do something
You'd say " I don't have to listen to you "
I remember the day you came to me
When your heart was broken for the first time
I held you close to me as I heard you say
" All boys do is cheat and lie "
Remember that phase we went through
When all we wanted to do was die
When everything seemed to go wrong
And all we wanted to do was end our life
But then we'd hold each other
We'd cry and say " I don't know what I would do
I don't think I could go on living,
All I have is you "
Remember when we'd say " I hate you "
And all we'd do was yell
When we'd say the smallest threats like
" I'm going to tell "
I loved it when we'd make up
When we'd hug each other and laugh
When we would say " I'm sorry sis
About the things said in the past "
I loved your personality
And that you always had so much energy
When you'd run all over the place
And always act so crazy
I miss you so much
where did you go
Where is my sister
That I used to know