Sitting here thinking about everything I've been through,
remembering the good times and the bad times too.
I've been through so much these past three years,
so many times I tried to let go of my fears.
I've met so many people along the way
making friendships hoping they will stay.
Going out to clubs drinking and mingling,
sometimes I wonder if that was the real me.
Working and saving money to get my own computer
thinking that would lead me to a better future.
But instead I met someone who would change my life
I fell in love with him knowing it wasn't wise.
Since then I haven't been the same,
he broke my heart but I knew it would end that way.
I stopped going out stayed home instead
at night I couldn't sleep just tossed and turned in bed.
No one knew what I was going through
I didn't want anyone to know why I had changed,
I knew what I felt for him was true
but to everyone else it would seem strange.
Sitting here thinking about these three years that have gone by,
one thing still remains the same;
all the people I met have become my friends, still they remain at my side
but my life is holding still and tame.
And the man I met in a yahoo chat room with whom I fell in love
Is still just only my online friend,
and though I'm still not over him
having his friendship for me is enough,
though some people just may not understand.
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