Dark and blissful,
I live in agony,
Terror and pain.
Trying to find
My one true love
But he keeps running away.
I'm surrounded by
The blackness that keeps
Haunting me and chasing me,
I wish it would fade astray.
I'm weak but I know I can
Be strong. I have faith in
Myself as well as hope.
All of a sudden, I realize
That it's me that I'm
Running from. It's me
That I'm scared of.
It's me that I'm
Hurting and it's
Me that's causing this pain.
It's me that's
Hiding from this love.
I guess I'm doing this
Because he's done it to me.
I'm better than he is,
I know I am.
All the gloom fades away,
Everything disappears.
I'm alive again and I
Feel like brand new.
Life is always hard,
But I guess it's the
Way life is.
