Beautiful Disaster
The Monster Within Me
I've created a monster
Worse then anyone has ever seen
I've created a monster
Deep down
Within me
And I don't want to face this monster
I am too scared to face this monster
I want to run away
Far far away
And hide
Behind the lies that I've been telling myself
But it doesn't matter
Because this monster will find me
And every time I run away
It grows
It feeds on my insecurity
I go to my family and friends
For protection
They can only protect for so long
And the minute I'm alone
The monster is there with me
Haunting all my thoughts
All time
Growing and growing and growing
One day this monster is going
To take over me
Unless I do something now
Not tomorrow, or next week
but now
Because tomorrow might be too late
Its time for the creator to undo the creation
I've created a monster
Worse then anyone has ever seen
I've created a monster
Deep down
Within me
Worse then anyone has ever seen
I've created a monster
Deep down
Within me
And I don't want to face this monster
I am too scared to face this monster
I want to run away
Far far away
And hide
Behind the lies that I've been telling myself
But it doesn't matter
Because this monster will find me
And every time I run away
It grows
It feeds on my insecurity
I go to my family and friends
For protection
They can only protect for so long
And the minute I'm alone
The monster is there with me
Haunting all my thoughts
All time
Growing and growing and growing
One day this monster is going
To take over me
Unless I do something now
Not tomorrow, or next week
but now
Because tomorrow might be too late
Its time for the creator to undo the creation
I've created a monster
Worse then anyone has ever seen
I've created a monster
Deep down
Within me
