Dream a little longer.
I have prayed to not wake - up.
I thought things out today.
I tried to understand but I
Never understood. I wanted this.
Though I'm too insecure & too unsure.
About anything that I don't control.
I use to believe if I ;
I had power things would be different.
They would last a little longer.
I'm too unsure too trust myself,
Let alone someone else.
At least you know .
I only wanted what was best.
I'm so scared to try to work this out.
Every time I try to work this out,
I only cause another falling down.