skinny I was lost and confused. My world was dark and lonely. I was afraid and scared. I had no where to go, no one to run too. I was sad, mad, and angry all the time. I come very close to giving up on my life, on this world, on everyone. I needed help from the stress and depression.
I had so many things going through my mind. I didn't know what to do but I knew I had to control it. I had to get over this craziness. I knew I had to start my life back over but how? Something was missin' in my life but who, what? I cried many rivers everyday and everynight.
My heart was breaking. My dreams were shattered. My wings were torn. I was in despire. I was determined to get my life back on track. I had to open my eyes and I had to open my ears as well as open my heart. I needed to see the Lord, hear the Lord, feel the Lord. Oh Heavenly Father above.
Kneeling down before my Saviour I cried inside my heart as I could hear my mind crying out "Holy, Holy, Holy". He picked me up and held me close to by His side. He told me that everything will be alright. He wiped my tears of pain, fear, agony away. He took all my sins away as I asked for forgiveness.
Kneeling down before my Saviour I asked Him to save me and for Him to come into my heart. I told Him I believed in Him and that I knew His Son died on the cross for my sins. I admited and confessed. I felt a feeling come over me and what such a good feeling it was. I cried this time for happiness and joy, for peace and comfort.
No longer do I feel lonely and sad. No longer do I seem to be mad or angry. No longer do I feel like giving up. No longer do I feel scared or afraid. No longer am I confused or lost. No longer do I seem to go through stress and depression. Even my worries, He's taken away.
Oh Glory on the highest mountain, I will bow down before You. I will praise Your name. Glory lift me up. Help me to walk in Your path. Help me dear Jesus to share Your love, to tell others about Your name. Kneeling down before my Saviour....my life has changed completely.
"IF ANYONE WANTS TO COME WITH ME, HE MUST DENY HIMSELF, TAKE UP HIS CROSS DAILY, AND FOLLOW ME." LUKE:9:23