It crawls through my body
Covering everything
Never missing an inch.
Such fear and guilt
Combined together
Causing a feeling
That would have
Any soul cringing
Wanting to hide away.
My skin,
A discolored mess
Paining me as I breath.
I haven't seen the sun in days
For I fear
What others will say
What others will do.
It was my fault
I'm such a fool
I should have done
What he said
Should have done it
Without question.
I fear youve bruised
My soul
My heart
For I fear everything
Making myself
Believe it was my fault entirely
I was the one done wrong
So I must pay.
My cheeks
Always stained
With tears,
My lips
Cracked and bleeding,
My eyes
A fierce green, full of fury,
My heart
Beating with fear,
For I know
I'll never make you pay
And I'll never get you to stop.