beguiled with awe the warmth I felt
waking up one day in coldest October
thoughts and memories slowly feeding my soul
reading from someone once regarded a "foe"
stood with dread the first time we've met
a man of critiques to a fighter egoist me
negativity landed fresh on first impression
isolating myself for more communication
sanguine about the positive changes of time
flowing abound wonders of electronic stairway
impressed with the rise of Steve to Herr Stephen
thanks for the display of concern...
I've foreseen an intense relation
Friendship that have dawned
Out of promises you have told
I thought they were set in gold
I've been bluffed
caught unaware...
browbeaten.
bulldozed.
antagonized.
crashed to the ground!
words spoken minimal
cut deep like a knife...
thanks! I thank my ego
you can lose your honor!
you were a dream
and a nightmare in one
a definition that fits
you are but a plastic
groping, hoping in days of october, yet u have forsaken me!
