I can never go back, try as I might,
to take back the bad, and make it all right.
I can never undo the bad things I've done,
I stood and fought when I could have run.
I should have let them in, instead of pushing them away.
I always hoped they'd understand me some day.
I'd change all the decisions I had to make,
The words I've used, it was all a mistake.
There was never time for what I wanted them to hear,
of all the things I loved and held so dear.
No, I can never re-live the life I led.
All my friends are gone, now they're all dead.
