Sometimes it's very hard to look beyond the cards I've been dealt.
Sometimes it's hard to just forget all the pain that I have felt.
Sometimes it's hard to carry on when wanting to give in.
Sometimes it's hard to smile each day when I feel like I'm dying within.
It's so hard to accept my life when pain is with me everyday.
Sometimes I feel quite bitter because God won't take the pain away.
I always try to smile but tears sometimes fill my eyes.
Life just isn't the same anymore so I can't help when I sit and cry.
I want to be able to enjoy the things that I used to do.
I am so sick and tired of back pain I wouldn't wish this pain on you.
I guess all I can do is wait for God to take this pain away.
And hope for each day to feel better and hope for much brighter days.
