My Beliefs Sift through All That Discourages When I am Adjacent To Happiness
Believing
Sweetly I challenge the earth to shake underneath me because I need
to feel a vibe other than my own
I cant stand the solitude but than again I cant take the constant chatter
of people talking for their own amusement
They are noise and it hurts my ears to listen when I want to love them
but they just shrug me off and I am happier when I get someone alone
to myself no one else to see what they say by themselves, with no one
else around they are different and they want to talk to me trust me discussing matters
top secret they love me until people are looking
All the girls in the room chitchat steady chatter talking loudly on their cellular phones I
come around they are silent concealing laughter for what they envy and don't understand
And I just want to love them and they want everything but won't admit it to anyone else
cause jealousy is vicious a circle of gossiping traditions rendition obvious to me the
masks they wear and they have to focus on something else their hair their clothes
fingernails and the weather among other things
And I just want to love them and they just want the world