From The Heart

Dedicated to Andrew Morris 1-17-06

I never knew one could hurt so bad
About something you tried to do right.
Maybe I got a little to carried away,
All I wanted to do was to help him out.

He told me he was thinking about killing
Himself because of his life sucks.
He told me he would be happy and free,
Killing isn't the answer and it won't solve anything.

I told him of my experience with my brother
And how I had went down that road with him too.
I almost lost my brother that day and I don't
Want to lose my friend Andrew too.

I told him not to even think about killing
But he kept telling me he wanted too.
I don't know what else I can possibly do.
I don't want him to end his life this way.

I understand that life isn't easy because
I've been there and I'm living it now.
I told him if he thinks about killing
Than he might end up really doing it.

It scares me to hear those words from him
Scares me to hear those words from anyone.
All I could say was "Don't" but he refused,
I told him to "Stop" but he won't.

Everyone that thinks about killing theirself
Usually does it in a few moment's time and I
Can't bear to live with that for my friend's
Sake. Just thinking about it will send you to hell.

I don't know what else to say
I don't know what else to do
I'm trying my best to be there for him
My heart is just breaking.

To everyone out here in the world
That is sucidial or even thinking about it,
Please think about the positive things, go
Get counseling or help. Murder isn't the answer.

By:Ashley Chavis
age:19
1-17-06





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Dedicated to Andrew Morris 1-17-06

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