Why is this pain so hard to hide,
why can't it just go away,
loving you is to much to take,
never knew I'd lose you today,
now you're gone,
I miss you a lot,
wishing you back,
you're all that I got,
I'll never find my heart,
all my feelings are lost,
wishing to have you back,
no matter the cost,
I can't have you back though,
you're gone forever more,
but I just wish I could feel,
that feeling I had before,
that feeling of first love,
it took my breath away,
that first kiss that I gave you,
the thing that made you stay,
but where did that all go wrong,
it's true what they say,
no matter how much I loved you,
I'd still end up losing you today.