I miss you so much
Your voice, your presence and your touch
I miss you mum; I still can't believe its real
It still seems so unreal
I have parasites mum, testing my emotions
In a time in my life when I don't need commotions
Work and woman driving me mad
They have seemed to have forgotten I'm still sad
I feel so alone mum, and I really want to talk to you
I am at crossroads in my life and I don't know what to do?
I miss you so much mum, I just want you back
My whole world right now just seems so black
You were the only person who knew me
And now I must continue without you in my destiny
I want the pain and the loss to stop, I feel so misunderstood
I know your cuddles and love could
Make me smile again; you know I've tried
But I have not had a cuddle since you died
But I do have good positive and beautiful thoughts of you
It's just this loss thing, I think I've bitten of more than I can chew
I just wish that one day I will meet someone
And have children and so they can call someone mum
