A time not so long ago I had nothing to look forward to, and only sadness and regret came from looking back.
I was stuck in a state of wanting my life to be through, I was falling far from the right track.
I didn't care about the future because I still was dwelling in the past, I couldn't let go to the mistakes I've made.
I felt as though my life had gone by to fast, there were so many things that made me afraid.
I was letting my self go, thinking I was at my end. But what I didn't know was my life was just starting to begin.
It wasn't until someone crossed my path and showed me, that we make our life what it is.
Moving on is the only way to life free, and only we can make our life better than this. No one is going to do it for you; you must help your self.
I still didn't have much to look forward to, because I didn't have the best health.
It was then I saw someone and I just knew, I wanted to have at the least a one night stand.
My desire for him grew, then we got together and it was not pre-planned. I looked into his eyes and you know what I saw, more than just the color blue. I was in total awe, I never expected more than a date or two.
But when I got sick he took care of me, and we barely knew each other.
I hope that we were meant to be, because I don't think I want any other.
I don't have much to offer him; I wish I could give so much more.
So far nothing has gone dim, nothing at all like I've had before.
He gives me more than I ever could ask, in so many different ways.
Now my only task is to do everything so he'll always want me to stay.
It's just too good to be true; I can't believe someone this great can really care for someone like me.
I want to say Eric I Love you, and I feel that maybe we were brought together by destiny.
If I ever make you mad or make you angry at all, please let me know how to fix what ever it may be.
Just please be honest for the truth will never make me fall, and I will be honest with you if you say you really love me.
Or if it's better to just live in the now, then just say for right now your feelings are strong.
I will be something someday, somehow, though I know right now I'm wrong.
I don't know very much but I do know this, you make me feel so special inside.
With every single hug and kiss, all the bad things have died.
