My Beliefs Sift through All That Discourages When I am Adjacent To Happiness
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Something is there in the wake of the night
An hour I am use to spending alone Nothing has sought me out
such as this before And I am afraid of what it could want
This means I have to watch and see what it waits for
If the time has come for change I know that my patience has been long and hard Maybe I have been waiting to change
I feel uninspired always tired of what I see until my eyes are closed
I am guided by a spirit that keeps losing me almost reaching me
Start again ending when I forgot what I was looking for cause appeal has directed me to a sexual kind of stage
And I'm only a false innocent there inside my private war with the good and bad right and wrong I forget to care about myself or anyone
Mistaken for love in all those moments of periodical happiness