.
Looking for something to motivate my mind
and nothing seems to arouse my mentality
at this time
everything around me seems to be m--o--v--i--n--g really
slow, so many roads to turn, I lost the sign
now I don't know which way to go
darkness is scattering across my ceiling
painful thoughts hits my mind, opening up my heart
to reveal it, I tried so hard to seal it
but its boiling inside my blood
this pain is killing me, I'm under
a flood.
childhood days covered in so many secrets
deep in my soul I tried to keep it
didn't want nobody judging me
when he laid on top me
smothering my mouth from a scream
I closed my eyes prayed to god that its
just a dream, my soul silently yell
"somebody please help me!!!"
but every-body is asleep
he keep whispering I'm his special treat
somebody please help me these thoughts
are slowly killing me
I wish I was a child living on
sesame-street..
where there was laughter happiness
security and peace
when will the day come when I'm
finally free
from all these negative things you placed
in me
I'm just and average woman mixed up
and confused, wondering why the child in me
had to be abused...
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