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Stupid Promise


Why do you think i made you make a stupid promise like this that day.
I didn't think and i didn't know what to say.
I knew someday...
You were going to find out.
You wanted to know what i was on about.
I wasn't so close to you.
I didn't know and couldn't cope if you'd fallen through.
Its happened before too many times and i can't go through with it again.
I couldn't stand to feel that in my heart i'll be wounded to death with pain.
I can't stand going insane.
Today when i saw you.
I then wondered about you.
I had to tell you why i made you promise what i made you.
I am with somebody and i wanted you to promise not to fall in love with me.
I wanted you to see...
I didn't want to like you then i couldn't risk to be...
I like the person i am with, i can get caught up in these silly moments.
I just want to get by without these moments.
I can't cope i really can't risk hurting him.
It would be so dim.
Then what can i say to him.
I got caught  up coz i know this thing and moment won't last.
It will be a thing of the past.
So i made you promise never to fall in love with me.








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