a change has come.....
so many years I've cried,
but still I'm standing by your side
I did whatever it took, to not let you down
you wore the smiles and I wore the frowns
I'd lost myself inside of you, each time I'd looked
in the mirror, there appear you
so many years I tried to find my own identity
living with you is like been locked inside the penitentiary
I tried hard to live up to you expectations
and still you showed no appreciation
the role I play in your life, is just being
a good old fashion simple house wife
all I know how to do is cook clean raise kids and lie underneath the covers
things got so bad, till I forgotten how to be your friend and your lover
because you always had me under investigation
held me up in your conference room under interrogation
wondering if I'm having other relations
but like they say, the one that's always
pointing the finger, is doing the damage
that's why my heart stay wrapped up in bandages
if I'm guilty of anything its for loving you to deep
loving you stripped me from my strength and left me
to be emotionally weak...
and now its hard as hell to stand on my own
two feet....because I depended on you far to long
now I'm in a great big world trying to figure out
where in it I belong...
some day I will find my way
I just pray to god its not to late
because I'm ready to challenge the world
and take back my dreams...
and this time I will succeed
because now I know, that god is
all I need
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