I wait right here until its my turn.
Everyone tells me something i can't stand to hear.
I know that God is so near.
So why do i fear?
God is testing me.
Only to see...
Who i will turn to.
Will i turn to Satan and his evil ways of brainwashing cells until they're weak and unbelieving and fall through.
Will i stand by my faith and sheild my heart and will i keep it strong?
I wait right here and use the things God likes me to use to protect me.
I am not the kind of girl who will give in to Satan who has rubbed off onto you and i you can't even see.
I wait and wait because i know patience is the key.
God is the most beneficiant and the most merciful and is capable of everything and he is so near.
God is testing me with this illness and its making me stronger when i leave all my trust in him.
So why be so dim...?
He will protect me and he is my best friend, he made me and he loves me.
He loves us all so don't tell me why do thee fear if so and so.
See i don't like to repeat the words of harshness or imitate an athiest.
I want Heaven and to see the throne of God i can never imagine extending over the heavens and the Earth and to touch that star i always wanted to touch as to be such a feast.
You can fall into Hell with that Satan of a beast by following his cruel and evil ways.
I will stay close to God and be forgiven and thrown into a garden under which rivers shall be ever flowing, the air ever fresh.
The light shall be ever glowing.
The wind shall be ever blowing.
Everything shall be perfect and its forever and ever...
And ever...
Now you have a chance to repent before the beast leaves you next to him for eternity in a fire 70 times hotter than usual.