i feel so ashamed
i wish i could hide
i have a horrible past
one so full of lies
I've been used and abused
cut and left for dead
I've been hurt so bad
and many times mislead
i don't know who i am
nor know what i want
I've been changed so many times
my inner self I've forgot
i wish it were different
that i had no scars to show
that my soul was untainted
and my eyes not so hollow
but that's not how it is
i am what you see
i can wish to be different
but that will not fix me