Why did i overcome.
If i had some...
Of these thoughts of a murder weopan upon myself.
If i had danger right on my shelf.
Danger right under my nose.
Danger every where and God tested me with everything I chose...
Satan got to me every time i sat and froze.
Everything was bad, but i realized it was just a test and i was failing.
I was on the railing.
I was trapped Satan would have made me go with no return.
Then the afterlife for etnernity i would burn and burn and burn.
There would be no chance to ever repent on earth if i ever went by.
If i ever left this world this way i wouldn't even have a chance to say a real goodbye.
How i overcame such bad patches was when i remained Patient and ever knowing that God was with me.
I slowly stopped being blinded by The enemy and i could finally see.
God is the most merciful, all forgiving and most beneficiant and the all knowing.