I didn't know that this would be
The last time that I get to see you.
I didn't know that this would be so
Hard....so hard to say "goodbye".
You ran me through so many
Heartaches over the years.
But still I held onto you and your
Undying love for as long as I could.
I had to make a decision real fast,
One that one would cost me everything
I've ever had. I didn't plan on it being
This way. This is not how I wanted it to be.
It almost killed me when I had to let you go.
I felt like I couldn't breathe on my own anymore,
My heart, it was hurting, it was breaking and every
Time I called out your name....tears would fall.
It wasn't supposed to happen this way.
We were only supposed to be friends
But love, maybe lust got in the way.
I fell to my knees and asked for forgiveness.
I didn't know that this would be
So hard on you but it's even harder on me.
Watching you walk away and not looking back,
You get into your car and drive off. I begin to cry.
Knowing that you may never come back,
Knowing that I'll never see you again,
Knowing that this is it, this is the end,
All I have left is those precious memories of us.
I find the highest mountain I can find,
I climb up to it's peak and it's so far down.
I wonder if I can fly....this is the end for me,
He's gone, he's outta sight. I can spread my wings and fly.
I didn't know that this would be so
Hard....in my hand as I jumped off
Was a note that read...."Baby, I
Love you but now it's time to say goodbye".