So I am sitting struggling to get through a mess;
And I asked God to cut me some slack!
And what happened next, I shall tell you true!
Now the wall is against my back!!!
Cos something else has gone seriously wrong!
And I am scared out of my wits; oh God I am!
Never has this happened to me before;
And my tears flow like a raging dam!
I am sitting here in so much agony tonight,
And I don't quite know what to do!
Heaven help me God, cos you won't!
Forgive me, but you know it's true!!
I am bound in a fear so great this night!
And there is no-one to hear my call!
And I am so scared, that this is the day;
I may finally get that call!!!
But the only call I want is; Dear God;
For you to hear my pitiful plea!
To unleash me from this hell I'm in just now!
And give some support to me!
Cos I don't know what to do anymore!
I am at the end of my tether; and I pain!
God help me please, I need some help!
For I am slowly going insane!!
I have a pain I have never had before;
And it hurts my insides like hell!!!
Why oh why do you make me cry?
Tell me please God, cos I need you to tell!!!
Pain in my heart that's hurting so bad,
And pain in my every breath!
God, can you please send me a sign!
Cos I am drowning, I'm out of my depth!!!
So here we are once again, I guess…
My God just isn't helping me out!
So Heaven help me, cos He won't!
Can you tell me what this is all about?
Why do these things keep happening to me?
What have I done that's so bad in life?
What the hell did I do to deserve this pain?
Why did you give to me all of this strife?