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This you should know I use to hold my head up high I was proud of who I was now I feel so hurt and low and I know it is because.... Because I sorta let you in my life I opened up to you I took a chance, went on a limb and now my days seem worse than dark I let emotions grow in me I let a fire start to bild I let a spark ignite in me that only you could fill and then the unexpected happend to me I told myself it wasn't my falt I said it's just a thing that happens I said I can stop the hurt at any time Knowing I would be scared for life A scare that will represents a life I almost forgot I had A scare that says theres no one who would ever understand How could I hurt so deep How could I feel these things you made me feel? How could I let you steal away my pride How could you take from me all i had At the time i couldn't find the strenth to say this will go away... the pain will leave me alone... Things wont be as hard as they seem Everything will be the same, there's nothing changed But deep inside a hurting burnd so deep a numbness in my soul a cut so deep inside that let me know I just can't let this go You hurt me in the most worse way a person cold ever be hurt You'll never have no clue how hard or how much it took staing strong you hear the sadness in my voice you know inside I cry I know your regreting what you've done or soon you will see it didn't have to be this way Though you only have stolen my past as far as i'm concerned I can't let you believe you have won Some live with mistake and the people who get hurt get stronger by the days Your a brainless man your not the one who lost your all at times i want to die but all we have is here and now and for that I must be gratful for A different place, a different time a new day comes to be a day that's brighter than today maybe someday soon for me Perhaps you'll wake up to reality one day and see what you did to me was way more than wrong someday you wont be sayen who cares.. And people will have all the right to judge you for what you done How could you take what wasn't yours? I had asked for nothing more than to be loved by someone ture than I turn around and somehow ended up riped up and hurt by you Perhaps you'll one day see maybe you'll understand how hard it was for me to love... to give myself to a man Perhaps you'll one day see how deep of pain you caused,just how bad you hurt me how much you took away when I had so much love to give Perhaps you'll one day see when one of us is no longer here What you put me through will never go away but will always lenger near Perhaps you'll one day see all the hurt you brought to me the feelings that i felt when you raped me That i hated myself along with you Perhaps you'll one day see your life hasn't happly moved along you'll look to your left you'll look to your right will you regret what you've Done? Will I have climbed back into my life where I once was content to be did you climb back into yours are we both where we need to be? Did I live because I wanted to or did I do it because it was right? Did I stay alive because I was strong or was it my frinds and family who helped me with the fight? I don't have the answers to all this just questions in my heart of why do I wish I were dead when your the one to blame, the one who tore my whole world apart I'm not saying that i hate myself because of you I'm not saying that I am through I'm saying I'm a real person with feelings that are true I'm saying I feel like i have nothing to give I'm saying that it's hard to never remember what you did or the words you used for you didn't jus steal my virginity you stole so much more I've never been hurt so deeply as i was that night I never dreamed it would happen to me I've never done nothing to deserve this and i want to just take it all away But if tomorrow was to never come If today was all we had I could now go away knowing that i didn't leave with this unsaid I would know that i told you how i once wished i were dead I said my words and trust me this is true I want you to know How a woman can be strong long after the hurts been done So if tomorrow never comes and today was all we had please know that after all is said and done That i'll become strong and move on an starting with what i have left My heart to be touched My soul to be captuered Someone to save me from the damage you've done To make me whole once again. Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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