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 A New Woman

I STOPPED LIVING THE LIE


Written at 18 years old


I can't live.
I couldn't breathe if friendship is to be this way.
I can't have my say.
I am a fool for believing in what i believe.
If i believe thats how i concieve.
I get the forgiveness.
I get gratefullness.
I give up hopelessness.
I am close to God.
Peer pressure aint pretty it can lead to deadly sins.
I can't live if living is manipulating me.
What kind of friends are you.
If you love me you wouldn't be encouraging me to leave what i am doing.
I am only wanting to be close to God and leave the opressions of society and be who i want to be.
I can't be somebody else.
I stopped living the Lie.
If the words and friends don't come my way...
I have nothing left to say.
You're still my friends, but this is the way it needs to be i need to keep my distance.
If i want to Keep my faith in existance.
I stopped living the lie.
We can still be friends, but i will never let you take the love i have for my Lord and everyone else away from me.
I will be who i want to be.
Sorry it had to be this way.
God forgive me and forgive us all.







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