Today I think of you
In different way again
I love this distance and the time between us
This long time when we don't see each other
I'm happy and I think you did right
Every your word you said
But I said something, you know
Something what is not true
To the end
That I'm not happy
My husband with
And you know I feel relief
After all these words you said
That I should be responsible
For the children I have
That I should try again
To fight for this love I have
And to fix my marriage
And about this that I should be realist
You were right
Just one thing I didn't like
When you said that I have to look
The way to be happy and not to live by the past
Because I think I'm happy now
Living in past, the present and in the future too
I love every dimensions of my life
And this memory of you
I think I love it the most but
I know now that there is no way to be together
I'm glad to understand this
But did you say goodby to me too?
I didn't hear you clear I think
And something else
What you said about this that
I could find a way to be happy and to know
What I want in my life
I think I know this
You didn't realize yet?
I love to write
I love to be the observer of the life
I love to catch the whiles
I love to be a shining star sometimes
But the most, the most
I love to be in love
I love to feel love in the air, so
I think I know what is good to me
I think it was the best choice I did
I mean husband and children I have but
I still have you in me yet
And this what I have done last year
This that I told you everything
Was something I needed to do to be sure
To give to us the last chance
For what ever we will want and choose
But you know, I feel relief now
That you realized me
That there is no way to us to you and me
Outside this dream
I needed to hear these words
To live in peace and to love in real
My husband, my children
My family too
And all this world around
With you too
But free from this what I had to do.