No no happy I am but why?
Because I can't realise
Any of my dreams so far
Because when I want to do
Something what is not as she wants too
Something what is not good to me in her eyes
When I want to go somewhere
And try something not worth of me in her eyes
She start to blame all of my friends
That her girl is not as she dream about
As she wants, Mother i hate you
I hate you for you talk
I hate you for Your love
I hate you even for this that you exist
In my life all the time
And that you still decide how should I live
I hate even your help
I hate and I can't do anything I think
It's too early yet but soon I'll move
Just a year or maybe two
I'll try another life without you
With the children by my side
And maybe my husband too
I'll be all right, you can be sure
Yes maybe a little crazy I'm sometimes but
I can't live like that
I hate this love over me
I can't stand this sometimes
And this boring life
I don't love anyone again
No, I'm not OK
But I should be strong
I should find my way, someday
It's great these are just whiles I feel this way
And that everything is still before me
Just a year or two
Yes, everything I can do
Just a few tears and smile
Everything is all right
And I love again
I love you my mother too
I know it wasn't a good idea to go
Right now to get the world somehow.