Sitting here looking for the power to go on lost in loneliness, trying to remain strong don't know how I can shake these blues don't know how to keep going with out you. Every thing has to sides like the sun will set the moon will rise you where the positive to my negative electricity but a union such as ours was just not ment to be. I will always be who I am, too strong to be just a women too emotional to be a man, too proud to beg, and still to meek to boast, I am who I am and that is still too much for most. Survival of the fittest is what they say I will tell you to live life to the quickness and don't delay you have no fore knowledge before all your dreams are lost and, the what if's will take the toll and your heart will pay the cost. With the music pumping the bass in my ear trying to find the center of my power and shake these tears. This man will not be the end of me. The time has come for the world to pay attention and see. Please bear witness to this transformation I am the doctor now no longer the patient. I am no longer the victim in this story; he will not be my end I will take all the glory. I feel the adrenalin rise with the beat and it begins to match my pulse. I am not the one who is truly missing out he has been fired and no longer is the boss. I am too much women for this to take me down, too smart to turn back, too angry and proud. Please recognize what you see the phenomenal women right here inside of me.
