Feeling tight around the edges of guilt.
Feelings so bad they over built.
Moments that can be avoided just over spilt.
Crying over these times one could have stopped Satan lighting the flames.
Then you have to stand and let others take all the blames.
Then you sit by and cry at the pains of their hearts and your soul it has nothing to claim.
All you can gain is sins.
They are encouraging thee to lie.
They should have told the truth, but you manipulate them as Satan creeps its way into your braincells and your fear that Satan over builds in your heart makes you so scared so you make them lie.
God knows its Satan, but you have the choice to make as thee should only do what your heart feels tranquil to as mentioned in the hadith as forty of these learned and built ones life on can make you enter Heaven or have more than half a chance.
You're lost and the only way to get out of this vortex is to take it all in.
Be the fighter that you are, blow Satan Away and bulk those muscles up.
Admit the truth and do what you heart feels tranquility in.
God will forgive.
All you need to do is to give.
Give a little and get alot of reward.
This is the beauty of the one true Lord.
The one so merciful and blessed who's throne extends over the heavens and the earth.