Its not me against Gods world
I am against my own self and the world in my mind
How i do so little
Let Satan make me so lazy
As i sit here all hazy
Even my alter ego Satan has rubbed off on
My alter ego pushes me
Now Satan has manipulated her
Wondering how everything got so on top of me
Wondering will it ever end
Only i prayed hard to God and now i finally got what i been waiting for
All i wanted was for my mommy to come on home
Its so much better with her for somethings except she is my mom after all
God forgive her except sometimes God knows when you need to talk to somebody you have to
Even if it is your mom
Except where there is a bad way is also a good way
Thanks to God who gives us the path of knowledge to protect us from Evil
Well i learned a lesson i will never forget
Never be ungrateful
Even if they do drive you nuts
Parents are parents you don't know how much they done for you until you're one
I am not one just yet except this experience has been enough to learn me how much harder it shall be or how hard it was for my mom
God bless her soul
My dad who left me so quickly May he rest in the deepest peace may he go to the highest Heaven...