There's an emptiness inside me,
there's a fear that never goes away.
Something has been holding me back not letting me be,
It seems like I'm always afraid.
I don't know who I should trust
or if I could at all.
Sometimes I think I don't give enough
I can't break down these walls.
Why is everything so dark?
I don't see the end of this.
The pain won't leave my heart
It doesn't help to clinch my fist.
The wound is still too deep,
I wish I could just close my eyes and forever fall asleep.
I do really try my best
to not feel so alone,
but I can't stop being depressed.
Could it be that all hope for me is now gone?