Unknown silence

starting with the end

I won't dare you
to take the step
it might cause you sorrow
I can change...
but you'll run like hell
just to hit a locked door
this is the beginning
but it will start with the end

I won't force you
but i DO push you
it might come out sarcastic
I can't change...
you stay and play along
just to wonder who i am
this it the beginning
but it will feel like the end