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God will never stop loving and trusting me


I shouldn't be depressed
I should stop moping around
Stop this black cloud forming over my head
Replaying everything i shouldn't need to see today
Yesterday
Its gone bye bye
I should pray to God
I should read the religious book
Its not a book
Its everything we need
It will give me back my health
Mentally and physically
Satan brings the laziness i do not need
I have relaxed and thankfully ate
As i did read some to help me eat
Yet i still feel sad as i cry over the keyboard really bad
Like its raining out of my eyes
I feel dark and blue
Yet i know why this feeling is here
God has helped me through most of this and so i am really grateful
Not long before another thing that God will bring me to help me
Am i doing the right thing
Or not
Still i know it is right, but is what i am doing for him right or not
God forgive me its almost like i am forced to just to save my love
The one thing thats not forbidden is the most hated by God because Satan loves breaking marriages the most
So hard i try and still i feel no longer he appriciates me and so cruel he is now
Yet all i can do is forgive and i am glad so that i know God is pleased with me
Everything is a blur
With all these tears and this pain
I know God is the most merciful and forgiving this is the only comfort i have so far that will not harm me
Words come from here there and everywhere
Though i listen i feel like, but i know it aint right
So i bang my head in my cloud on the door
Although i'd never do it literally as God would not be pleased i am self-harming coz it aint a mental thing
Sooner i hope i get this sorted before Satan takes over
Before i lose my mind and control
I don't know what is going on God does so i leave all my trust in God
If he doesn't trust me i know that God will never stop loving and trusting me....

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