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God will never stop loving and trusting meI shouldn't be depressed I should stop moping around Stop this black cloud forming over my head Replaying everything i shouldn't need to see today Yesterday Its gone bye bye I should pray to God I should read the religious book Its not a book Its everything we need It will give me back my health Mentally and physically Satan brings the laziness i do not need I have relaxed and thankfully ate As i did read some to help me eat Yet i still feel sad as i cry over the keyboard really bad Like its raining out of my eyes I feel dark and blue Yet i know why this feeling is here God has helped me through most of this and so i am really grateful Not long before another thing that God will bring me to help me Am i doing the right thing Or not Still i know it is right, but is what i am doing for him right or not God forgive me its almost like i am forced to just to save my love The one thing thats not forbidden is the most hated by God because Satan loves breaking marriages the most So hard i try and still i feel no longer he appriciates me and so cruel he is now Yet all i can do is forgive and i am glad so that i know God is pleased with me Everything is a blur With all these tears and this pain I know God is the most merciful and forgiving this is the only comfort i have so far that will not harm me Words come from here there and everywhere Though i listen i feel like, but i know it aint right So i bang my head in my cloud on the door Although i'd never do it literally as God would not be pleased i am self-harming coz it aint a mental thing Sooner i hope i get this sorted before Satan takes over Before i lose my mind and control I don't know what is going on God does so i leave all my trust in God If he doesn't trust me i know that God will never stop loving and trusting me.... Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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