I'm still a little naive with my heart
Now i am falling apart
Thought i could get through this like i knew what to do like i was smart
This aint about smart, but experience on how to cope with the pain and the heart
It can be so strong then it can fall apart
So easily broken and i am now shattered into making this most upmost decision of my life God forgives for the right reasons as my heart flows in a lonely cart
Doesn't know when it will want to stop
Or when it shall pop
I may be Naive, but you're also too as i can see no change when you say you will change
This to me is an outrage
Though
I Just do not show
Except i want you gone i will huff and puff and blow....
You away
Except i just cannot just like that you have to love me to walk away
Except you will not care enough to let me go
So naive
I sit and Grieve
Why should i
If i want to walk away
3 long hard years and seen no change either way...
I know you cannot
Its the way you are and i am not
We clash
We Just Clash
We cannot go on pretending we do not
When we do, but the knot we tied
The tears i cried
Time can tell and God can tell and so do the rest see that so hard i tried
So hard i cried
So hard i grieve
I am so naive
Except i know i do not want you in my life
I do not want to be your wife
You do not deserve me
I do not deserve to be taken like a fool the way i see
I am a hidden sacred dark dusty corner and invisible
I am invincible
I told you i wanted somebody relgious, somebody who doesn't lie and cares for me and takes me seriously
You do not even take me seriously
I am not a Yo-yo
Come to England when you want and go back when you do not need me i am no a Ho
Not thats its out of the question anyway
This is all i have to say
Much more today
Than tomorrow maybe more coz my heart is drowning in the flood
Its bleeding and i am drowning in its blood