I've seen my share of relationships and they did not last very long.
Reflecting back on my pain I should have written a love song.
The man that I thought was special,I really didn't have love for at all.
Waiting for my one true love to call.
He knew my inner most thoughts before I would speak.
Every time he would come around me my knees would get weak.
Waiting patiently for my phone to ring.
Damn I messed up this time too late to change things.
I wish this pain in my heart would eventually leave.
Everyday without him it's getting harder for me to breathe.
I thought I would start over with another man,Would I be complete.
I really didn't imagine his life without me.
Our problems come to think about it;We really could have worked through.
Everyday,I wake up the more I long for you.
After the pain,I sit and wonder what could have been.
Imagine living your life without your best friend.
We spoke openly about things;That we wouldn't share with anyone else.
I was so free around him,I could always be myself.
We would talk about our life long dreams.
It would always end up with me becoming his queen.
How we would grow old together and eventually have kids.
We would share with them how we met,And the crazy things we did.
After the pain, Will I ever get beyond my sorrow?
After the pain,Will we ever make amends?
I really love him I can't live without my best friend.
After the pain will my soul awake.
To tell him how I feel about him before it's too late.
