M's Poetry
Blind To Me
*I wrote this about someone(not me) and recently we talked, it just saddens me they are so depressed*
Blind To Me
I don't know why
I feel so lonely
I have everything a person could want
family, friends
and plenty of wealth
just went to the doctor's
they say physically
I have a clean bill of health
I keep thinking just maybe
if I get more awards, more stuff
but it never seems to be enough
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop
I am weary from the tears
and sometimes I wish I wasn't born
oh it's the hole, taking me deeper
one more blue pill
time to meet the grim reaper
send me your kisses now
I won't feel them later
I am sinking...sinking....
The bomb is ticking.....ticking
I would like to say I am sorry
before it even happens
I wish I wasn't messed up
there are so many
if, ands and buts
but I am not leaving
for lack of love
I just can never deal
with any consequences
so this is my problem
this is my shame
you are not to blame
the person in the mirror
is talking to me
saying look at you
dead already......
2007@ Megan Watkins
Blind To Me
I don't know why
I feel so lonely
I have everything a person could want
family, friends
and plenty of wealth
just went to the doctor's
they say physically
I have a clean bill of health
I keep thinking just maybe
if I get more awards, more stuff
but it never seems to be enough
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop
I am weary from the tears
and sometimes I wish I wasn't born
oh it's the hole, taking me deeper
one more blue pill
time to meet the grim reaper
send me your kisses now
I won't feel them later
I am sinking...sinking....
The bomb is ticking.....ticking
I would like to say I am sorry
before it even happens
I wish I wasn't messed up
there are so many
if, ands and buts
but I am not leaving
for lack of love
I just can never deal
with any consequences
so this is my problem
this is my shame
you are not to blame
the person in the mirror
is talking to me
saying look at you
dead already......
2007@ Megan Watkins
