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The happy ever after (whats this meaning is it ever real)


You could dream
Be dreaming
Don't be dreaming

Happy ever after
Do they really exist

Or is it just Hollywood
Or walt disney

Some say it is
Some always go on its all make believe
I believed it wasn't
And was make believe
After i once believed its real

I can say what i like
After my heart
Has felt all this pain
I can no longer believe

You made my hopes go up so high
Like the sky
Then it turned out
The other way round
Like inside out
It wasn't right

I can't keep searching
Keep hurting
Or keep waiting for one

I found it easier
To just give up
Give up

Oh just give up this silly dream
This trash can of a man
They say they all the same
I cannot believe it yet
Except i been hurt so much
Sometimes i do

Its bought me here
As so much i fear
Its like a song
Playing so loud
By the neighbours car
You soon begin to hate it

A novol with the same plots
Like when will it end

I cannot keep thinking
I'll find the one
Is there any such thing as a soul mate
I can be feeling this way
What if one day
I find my soul mate
Will i feel a hyporcrite coz i might still believe
Or was it just from my shattered soul and heart
My mind closed on all of this

Why'd you do this to me
I may have some feelings, but hey
I don't want it broken again
I don't care no more
As you walked away from me

You see its not that hard to walk away from me
Why was it not so hard for you
I tell you
Its because she was there warming the way
She was the one you broke first, she was the one who stole your heart
She was the first loved
She had the children
One was no mistake the two Ha.... i cannot believe they were both mistakes
Its sickening me you say this
Then want me to love you

Love you

Love you

I can't

I was tricked and fooled into you lying machine
Time machine
When will you save me
Take me back in time
I cannot go
I can only move on

I don't know if i can trust no male again.
Oh
No
I can't
Its killing me
I want to
I really do
I just can't
OH no
I can't
Sorry to all
I just can't
Until i mend
It might be years
It could be all my life
Who knows
Oh boy.







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