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The open ticket


I'm an overload in my head
You don't know how it feels to feel the way i do
My soul and heart are both overloads
Victims of depression
I try to steer clear of opression

Can't steer a wheel for my life
I fear to learn
My head may spin
I may lose controll
My mind switches off
I don't know what happnens
I'll open my sleep when its ready
I'll see am in a bed
Not in my beautiful bed
Just a plain hospital bed

Strange fear I ain't felt for years
You cannot believe it
Its mostly like i am fed up you know
People being too over protective
Just because epilepsy returned
I am surviving on medication
Yeah i know i can fall anytime and anywhere
I can't be trapped
Its stressing me more than ever
I need some freedom
Its overloading my soul, mind and heart with depression
I live off medication, mornin and night
Thanks to God who gave mankind the knowledge
You know without God this world would not funcion
Yeah i know i am forgetful and need a carer
Not all the time i can do most things alone

Yeah i wish to work
So not easy with all the other illnesses that follow

I'm close to tears every day and night
The mans got me even more overloaded
Making me feel things i should feel
You don't know what he says and does
Making me feel worse than ever i can say
Its a one way ticket i feel i am trapped

The only way out is to get out of separation
Take the train ride down the roads of freedom
It will be an open ticket
Then i can choose my option
Then maybe it will become three months before its over

Some say its only a one way ticket forever
God left the option open
He doesn't trap us like Satan and human beings
We can be free
If all else fails



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