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I'm an overload in my head
You don't know how it feels to feel the way i do My soul and heart are both overloads Victims of depression I try to steer clear of opression Can't steer a wheel for my life I fear to learn My head may spin I may lose controll My mind switches off I don't know what happnens I'll open my sleep when its ready I'll see am in a bed Not in my beautiful bed Just a plain hospital bed Strange fear I ain't felt for years You cannot believe it Its mostly like i am fed up you know People being too over protective Just because epilepsy returned I am surviving on medication Yeah i know i can fall anytime and anywhere I can't be trapped Its stressing me more than ever I need some freedom Its overloading my soul, mind and heart with depression I live off medication, mornin and night Thanks to God who gave mankind the knowledge You know without God this world would not funcion Yeah i know i am forgetful and need a carer Not all the time i can do most things alone Yeah i wish to work So not easy with all the other illnesses that follow I'm close to tears every day and night The mans got me even more overloaded Making me feel things i should feel You don't know what he says and does Making me feel worse than ever i can say Its a one way ticket i feel i am trapped The only way out is to get out of separation Take the train ride down the roads of freedom It will be an open ticket Then i can choose my option Then maybe it will become three months before its over Some say its only a one way ticket forever God left the option open He doesn't trap us like Satan and human beings We can be free If all else fails Vote for this poem
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