I won't dust it off and try again (what will i gain once again)
What do you think you have to do?
It seems so silly you think i'd forget what i'd been through.
All because of a heartless hard hitting cruel sight like you...
What you say
It all gotta be your way
Would you give up or try again...
I stuck my neck out until i went insane.
I was in constant agony and pain.
I dusted myself off and i tried again.
Dusted it all off, forgave and forgot and did it again and again.
I kept finding you played a role.
Words, ideas, opinions you stole...
Them all.
Set yourself up for a fall.
Without waking up to the call.
Ignorance became your best friend.
Bliss became your trend.
Everything i said to make it right...
You said its all childish and out of sight.
You say you want me back why did i ever believe you.
Its all i ever do...
Now its no more.
I won't dust off and try again i know it aint worth it anymore.
You want me back and never make an effort nonetheless.
Seems like you think you can pull the wool over my eyes, everything effortless.
Like i'll come back again, i will never come back even if i had nothing and nobody and was breathless.
I'd rather suffer to get on my own to a hospital alone...
I said no and turned away
You walked away
Said you never said what you said
You never said you never meant it and love is dead
I can see you know; i aint blind.
Just too kind.
Now time to rewind.
Look at all I did and you threw it all back in my face.
Untie the lace
Untie the lace
Now its open i aint gonna try again.
I dusted myself off before and tried again.
Now it aint worth it i know i will not gain.
Nothing, but pure agony and pain.
I will have a nervous breakdown again.
Its been a long time you shouldn't have left me
Things were fine its you who ran away for no reason can't you see.
Now you're missing me...
I came back as i was blind and couldn't see.
Now you're a ghost i can step right through you.
Can see right through.
I know your a role player, a beautiful liar and nothing you say or do...
Can ever be true.